It's been like... I think six years since I joined DeviantArt. In those six years, I've learned quite a few things, and developed to have become quite the character. There are so many events that have taken place in that since, and at the same time, so many things that I haven't done when I had the time to do so. Now I look back and realize just how carefree and easy that life was... and wish that I had a little more time to appreciate it.
"Time is what we want the most, and use the worst." I can't remember where I read that, but it comes to mind when I'm on this subject. Surely every once in a while, we look back and see our memories that we made, but does anyone ever look back and wish they did just a little bit more? I personally wouldn't have changed a single thing, for it was the events and choices I made that defined exactly who I am today. I love myself, despite if that makes me sound conceded, and I found that I don't really hate the world as I thought I once did. Sure, there are bad things that happen everywhere to people who don't deserve them. There are people that hurt other people and other places of society, and yet, I find myself smiling. Not cause of the evils that plague this world, but because I found a few people who try their best to make the world a little better by simply making others smile, laugh, and put their needs before their own. I've met quite a few of these angels, these silent protectors of of goodwill and joy. I learned that I, myself, want to become one of them, someone who sees past the dark and at that light at the end of the tunnel. I'm not going to try to be something I'm not, but I found that just making someone else smile, knowing that I made their day a little better... it's an overwhelming sense of joy that I haven't felt in a long time...
Anyways, aside from my ramble about life and what not, and considering many (actually most) are just gonna toss this journal in your trash anyway, I'm in college now... sorta.... I missed my first semester really and now I wait for spring. I'm going to San Jacinto Community College in Houston. That's in Texas for those that don't know.
Oh! And call this person fat!
it's my best friend and I certainly won't be the person I am today if it weren't for them. That guy is easily one of the greatest human beings (sorta) that I've ever had the pleasure of meeting.
Aside from randomly advertising people and finally getting down to the point of this journal. I MISSED YOU GUYS! I really have! I hope you guys are now successful and whatnot and that you'll forgive me for abandoning everyone here without warning. OH! And I'm in Diving School! (Like scuba stuff yo!) You'll never truly understand the sensation of breathing underwater until you... well freakin breath underwater! It's awesome!
And considering I've got waaayyyy too many deviations and stuff to look through, (not saying I won't try) it might be smart to ask my opinion on something you posted. I'll do a full fledged comment/critique, but I'll be nice and not try to crush your soul and never make you feel like even lifting a pencil so long as you shall live.
I think that concludes this journal entry. Thanks for reading and making it all the way through. You don't have to pay taxes ever again! Congratulations!